I didn't put a title because this post is going to write about my personal things.
So..... yea... I like animals very much especially cat and dog. This is a stray dog which is very friendly I met at Cenang Beach, Langkawi in year 2014. This candid shot was took by my dad because he was learning to use his first ever smartphone that time and he likes to take a lot of pictures.
And this is picture took at Home for Strays. I went there for social work. It's funny when they asked me am I the one who brought the dog for a walk or the dog walk me. I snapped this picture as memory to make a recall in future.
This is Sunny. My neighbours and my family are very like her because she is like protector of our home area. My housing area don't have a guard house and BKK and RELA like to use this as excuse to ask us pay them RM30 a month because they are doing duty and always take care our housing area's residents safety. I found human was so cruel when they report to Jabatan Hidupan Liar to catch strays in my housing area. I don't know is it because most of the residents in my taman claimed that we have Sunny here so it would be noticeable if strangers come over because Sunny is very alert to strangers then they decided to report to animal control as well.
I don't how many times she escape from facing death that is unnecessary. Thanks for the supportive neighbours. My mummy don't like animals so she won't lend a hand and don't know what to do even if she want to help whenever Jabatan Hidupan Liar come for Sunny.
I even heard from my friend said that my housing area were blacklisted by animal control. This is so cruel. I probably believe the one who is doing this extreme cruelty job by killing innocent lives will get their karma in their life.
Wish me can earn more money from my part time job (online selling) so I can buy more food for you and no more sharing Friskie with Kimo (my cat).
Hope you live more longer because you are the the only dog left after LaoHei, Kopi, Lucky, LaoWang, Xiaoheihei, Xiaohuli, Dabby, Eabby, Fabby, Gabby and Habby leave us.
The secret garden we used to hang around and take a walk.
How comes your babies all can't live longer? They could be strong as you.
So this is another throwback picture of me with my handsome look and Xiaohei. (I name every black dog Xiaohei when I am lack of idea to name them)
I didn't put a title because this post is going to write about my personal things. All things wrote above are just want to cover the main point of this article because I don't wish my friends read it and it will likely either makes them understand me more or mess up this simple thing. But the things I wrote above is still all my true feelings and truth, I knew they might not like dogs, so they won't scroll down and finish reading after they saw so many dog's pictures.
I shouted loudly at my friends this afternoon right on time when Pengajian Perniagaan trial exam was carry on. I think everyone will have a question mark inside their brain because suddenly me stand up at the back and went into a temper. They surely don't understand why I did that, even the teacher that fall asleep was frightened up. The teacher didn't ask me what had happened, maybe because I don't have a smiley face at school and look fierce, this made him more afraid to come closer to me and care for what was going on. In contrast to come and care for his fierce student, he chose to seek truth from the friendly student that is scolded by me.
Actually I am quite lazy to explain the whole story but still I will write about it because this incident made me had a mixed-feelings.
From the first day of examination, that was yesterday, the boy that sit behind me started to play rubber band by shoot them to another boys classmates that sit nearby me. If not rubber band, they will throwing things like rubber, pen or anything that can throw when teacher is not notice. And you know, they still play it even when the examination is carry on. It's actually not a big matter and I don't care about it. I don't think it's childish but on the contrary I think this is mostly best memories ever for schoolboys when they leave school.
But the unlucky moment happened when one of them threw candy and accidentally hit my cheek. Actually I won't be angry if it fall on my paper, table or floor but it hit right on my cheek, my face, the most important part of human body and it is actually quite painful maybe because he threw it hard. I am quite worry if I can't complete answering the paper that time because I found Part B Pengajian Perniagaan was very difficult and this is the first time I saw such these questions and focus on answer it. So I felt very angry after two seconds the candy hit my cheek and suddenly stand up and after two seconds again I shout at them very loudly and said:"DO NOT THROW THINGS HERE AND THERE ANYMORE,CHILDISH!". Then everyone turned back and looked at me with question marks on their face and teacher came to care and ask the friend that was scolded by me.
I actually don't mean it but I really hate people bother me with unnecessary things when there is something necessary things to do. I really don't mean to scold them and I tried to calm myself down but at last I failed too. I pause for few seconds and try to cool down because I knew myself well, I can't predict what hurtful words I will say when I am out of control because go into a temper. My devil side come out each time anyone trying to hurt me with actions or words. This is my biggest weakness. Since getting hurt by random people in my life, I've changed a lot especially on my personality. My devil side is getting more evil and it's uncontrollable. I instantly smile when teacher came to my friend and ask him what was going on and I can't believe I just did that. Like they said, women change fast. But this sentence should be corrected in 'the insecure one change fast'.
I can't believe I am so brave to say sorry to them too when the examination is over. When everything is over and I sit down calmly and thinking, like right now, I can't believe things that I have done. I said sorry to avoid us from getting into embarrassment when meet up everyday in class. What I said I can't keep back. Words can hurt and heal. So I decided to say sorry first even if they don't feel sorry or even they feel it but don't know how to say it because I am so fierce that time.
This scene recall my memories at my secondary school life. Most of classmates in my class and including me were lazy peoples and don't really like studies that time. But still some precious and rare bookworms exist in my class and this made teacher split us into hardworking gang and the hinder. The average marks for Additional Maths exam never break pass record. That means we always failed the exam. I remembered clearly on one morning when Add-maths exam was carry on, the boys behind started talking in the class, but they just chatting among themselves and didn't bringing troubles to others. Suddenly the monitor of the class said "If y'll don't feel like to do it or don't know how to do, y'all can just shut up and stop making noices!" That made almost everyone in class hate her that time. Probably because all of us were too young to understand someone's point of view that time. Probably because she didn't felt sorry for scolding her own classmates with hurtful words and made people felt like she was just showing off her strength in doing exam well. She is the only one that didn't touch up with us after leaving school for two years around. I found this scene are so alike with incident that happened this morning, I hope I do not make any regret for leaving school with classmates that hate you. That's why I said sorry. That's why I have a complicated feelings.
Just hope that everything will be fine for tomorrow.
So..... yea... I like animals very much especially cat and dog. This is a stray dog which is very friendly I met at Cenang Beach, Langkawi in year 2014. This candid shot was took by my dad because he was learning to use his first ever smartphone that time and he likes to take a lot of pictures.
So this is another throwback picture of me with my handsome look and Xiaohei. (I name every black dog Xiaohei when I am lack of idea to name them)
I shouted loudly at my friends this afternoon right on time when Pengajian Perniagaan trial exam was carry on. I think everyone will have a question mark inside their brain because suddenly me stand up at the back and went into a temper. They surely don't understand why I did that, even the teacher that fall asleep was frightened up. The teacher didn't ask me what had happened, maybe because I don't have a smiley face at school and look fierce, this made him more afraid to come closer to me and care for what was going on. In contrast to come and care for his fierce student, he chose to seek truth from the friendly student that is scolded by me.
Actually I am quite lazy to explain the whole story but still I will write about it because this incident made me had a mixed-feelings.
From the first day of examination, that was yesterday, the boy that sit behind me started to play rubber band by shoot them to another boys classmates that sit nearby me. If not rubber band, they will throwing things like rubber, pen or anything that can throw when teacher is not notice. And you know, they still play it even when the examination is carry on. It's actually not a big matter and I don't care about it. I don't think it's childish but on the contrary I think this is mostly best memories ever for schoolboys when they leave school.
But the unlucky moment happened when one of them threw candy and accidentally hit my cheek. Actually I won't be angry if it fall on my paper, table or floor but it hit right on my cheek, my face, the most important part of human body and it is actually quite painful maybe because he threw it hard. I am quite worry if I can't complete answering the paper that time because I found Part B Pengajian Perniagaan was very difficult and this is the first time I saw such these questions and focus on answer it. So I felt very angry after two seconds the candy hit my cheek and suddenly stand up and after two seconds again I shout at them very loudly and said:"DO NOT THROW THINGS HERE AND THERE ANYMORE,CHILDISH!". Then everyone turned back and looked at me with question marks on their face and teacher came to care and ask the friend that was scolded by me.
I actually don't mean it but I really hate people bother me with unnecessary things when there is something necessary things to do. I really don't mean to scold them and I tried to calm myself down but at last I failed too. I pause for few seconds and try to cool down because I knew myself well, I can't predict what hurtful words I will say when I am out of control because go into a temper. My devil side come out each time anyone trying to hurt me with actions or words. This is my biggest weakness. Since getting hurt by random people in my life, I've changed a lot especially on my personality. My devil side is getting more evil and it's uncontrollable. I instantly smile when teacher came to my friend and ask him what was going on and I can't believe I just did that. Like they said, women change fast. But this sentence should be corrected in 'the insecure one change fast'.
I can't believe I am so brave to say sorry to them too when the examination is over. When everything is over and I sit down calmly and thinking, like right now, I can't believe things that I have done. I said sorry to avoid us from getting into embarrassment when meet up everyday in class. What I said I can't keep back. Words can hurt and heal. So I decided to say sorry first even if they don't feel sorry or even they feel it but don't know how to say it because I am so fierce that time.
This scene recall my memories at my secondary school life. Most of classmates in my class and including me were lazy peoples and don't really like studies that time. But still some precious and rare bookworms exist in my class and this made teacher split us into hardworking gang and the hinder. The average marks for Additional Maths exam never break pass record. That means we always failed the exam. I remembered clearly on one morning when Add-maths exam was carry on, the boys behind started talking in the class, but they just chatting among themselves and didn't bringing troubles to others. Suddenly the monitor of the class said "If y'll don't feel like to do it or don't know how to do, y'all can just shut up and stop making noices!" That made almost everyone in class hate her that time. Probably because all of us were too young to understand someone's point of view that time. Probably because she didn't felt sorry for scolding her own classmates with hurtful words and made people felt like she was just showing off her strength in doing exam well. She is the only one that didn't touch up with us after leaving school for two years around. I found this scene are so alike with incident that happened this morning, I hope I do not make any regret for leaving school with classmates that hate you. That's why I said sorry. That's why I have a complicated feelings.
Just hope that everything will be fine for tomorrow.
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