生活很累

The whole form six which just got six chinese take business course included me decided to skip class today.

I think what I like about school is whenever we want to take a break , we can take offday anytime as we want.

But still , this kind of life is quite boring , so I hope this year will have lil bit changes.

Decided to go SIA cabin crew interview which is 9 days away from now at Penang.

Of course I feel nervous because I don't think I can speak a good English , but still it's better to give a try than not.

I hope I will selected by the interviewers , pass all the six stages , be able to speak fluently with limited vocab I know.

Last week,I go to ask 'ang kong' , pray at Simpang Kuala 'lao am' which they said quite 'zun'.

See that? My Eng is so poor and I hope I can improve it even tough just slightly better.

But I still like the way (rojak style)I speak in Eng , because this prove me as a true Malaysian.

Come back to 'ang kong' story , the auntie told me to ask 'ang kong' whether I should keep study or go to work , but you know,it's so sad 'ang kong' didn't want to give me an answer.

That time , I fetch my grandma along and ask she to be my companion.

I ask my grandma:'If 3 times already should stop ask 'ang kong' liao?'

I sweat a lot with whole my back wet out because I keep kneeling down and say my prayers. 

This will be another memorable day in 2016 , in my entire life.

Grandma say this in hokkien : ' Ah niau ar , she is still young , please don't blame her for asking you question ,please guide her.'

and grandma told me keep trying , don't give up.

I was thinking maybe the way I ask is wrong and because of the weather is too hot made me kept on sweating so I straight told 'ang kong' : ' I had made my decision to go to interview , you just have to tell me about the interview result.'

HAHAHAHAHAHA

That time doesn't feel I'm dumb ,overthink and funny.

Everytime I think back that moments , I will laugh at myself.

I believe in my religion , because I trust that god will always guide you when you're helpless or lost.

Finally on the fifth time , 'ang kong' gives me 上上签.

Hmmmm, I don't know how to express my feeling after I read the explanation of the joss stick I got.

Very "Zun" Betul "Zun''  Wunya si "Zun"

我用华文解释一下

'Ang Kong' 告诉我这种东西何必问神，光明正大，自然有好处，我要的答案在2月中就会有料（意思讲ang kong 已经知道tapi他不要告诉我），所有坏的事情都会变好的，放心做我要做的就是了

我觉得真正的白话文是以上这种的 就是不用太多优美句子和用词 直接说清楚

2月13号 面试 18号成绩出炉 到头来我要的答案还是要亲身经历才懂

No matter what , I won't regret on any decision I make.

自己选的路，跪着也要走完

And feel a lil bit happy when I know how to let the cheap keyboard that I bought at Mr.DIY function well and does not hang.

Time flies so fast and Jan of 2016 is wasted.