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有人说 ，心事这东西，你捂着嘴他就会从眼里溜出来

 可是对于那些既不能从眼睛和嘴里溜出来的真实感受

 大多人都会让它变成空气中的旋律吧

 听high high的歌放松自己

 不然就听emo emo的歌在一个地方qin

 而我呢...就只能用文字抒发那些不愉快

 今天下课，我们三个挤一块，真的好想也有自己的朋友圈子

 但我的圈子里的朋友都有自己另外的圈子

 所以我都没要求些什么了 可是还是发着同样的梦想希望时常一起去玩

 花多一点时间在彼此身上

 我知道我不能勉强混进别人的圈子 因为我知道我开口了别人也会不高兴

 I knew what makes a team. 我曾经也有这样的一个群，就很讨厌有新人加进来

 只是...还是寂寞吧 或者找不到人陪

 想参的人不多 能有同样共识的朋友又不多

 偶尔我就是安静了点 因为还在等待真正能心交心黏一起的朋友

 但就算找到了 这个人的性格也有点浪荡 依赖我的同时也依赖着很多人

 比起我一个她还是会选择一大群 因为..比较好玩 谁都懂的

 可是我除了你我没有别人可以依赖 真心希望你能带我一起

 所以我开口了，可是当你拒绝的时候 再让我参着那些人的时候

 我已忘了什么是宁缺毋滥 不是你教过我的吗

 我知道你是无心的言语 可是有时我自己也自相矛盾.

 偶尔我每做一件事情都要顾虑到

 顾虑到你会不会觉得我很奇怪 因为你这小大人教了我很多东西

 而且每一样我都放在心上都记得

 我这样子不会奇怪吗

 只是想要一个朋友随时能在身边

 有多难

 这个东西真不能让别人都知道 因为我们之间太要好了

 这感受连我自己都不能亲口向你坦白 因为我记得你自己说过无心伤害

 没有人尝试理解或者真正理解

 就算把整个感受说一遍给陌生人

 他又帮得了你什么？ 那些安慰还不是跟你平常安慰别人一样

 有些是敷衍，有些是不知道自己在说什么只知道我一定要安慰这个人

 所以心事这东西

 自己扛

那些年被骗的50块入门票


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