失眠的夜

Thinking whether should reopen my blog,so much followers here,wonder if they really interested to my story too.haha 

But blog had became the best place for me to visit when I'm down.

Even twitter or weibo had abondened by me and not listed down at 'place I go when I'M EMO'.

When I read back those all old articles and statuses,I really wanna slap hard on my face. For my childish past. 

I'm lazy to delete it and find out n years ago what had I wrote or posted,it takes time you know.

The more posts you scrolling down,the more you realize how childish you are. 

I bet all teenagers have the exactly same feel as me. 
Today is special,because....I'm not here because of emo. 

Another insonmia night.

 If anywhere have a book with title 'how to sleep at ten',I'm sure I will buy up the book because I really need it.

 Holiday two weeks more and I just decided to do my moral folio at the last day of holiday.

 Narh,you might think I'm lazy but there's a lot of people even more worse than me.

 Some said that no homework is allowed during Fifa Worldcup,some stll stay at senarai kandungan after long long holiday,some asked can folio be eaten?

 A normal teen acts like that.

 Currently use english to blog because wanna improve my english.You might think it's weird because I very less or never blog in english before. But it had represent a new start for me too.

 Have no idea what to do at this late night,so decided to blog.

 I think I'm going to die fast soon and reborn again as a vampire. I'm actually someone that lack of sleep but hard to fall asleep every night.Just recently after the long holiday started,after I recover from sickness,I suffer for insonmia almost every night.

 This year I met lots of relatives thet never meet each other before or even we do meet before,we also didn't know we are cousin actually. Quite funny for some but quite lucky for some. The funny one is few monthes ago,a pair of couple wanted to adopt a puppy from me.And three days ago,I saw his grandma posted a picture took together with him,I just realized we are cousin.I think that boy will gonna shocked as me too.

 NOW so high-tech,all grandmas have Facebook already.They even spend their time stalk us this younger generation. Because I have lil popularity at Facebook,I really afraid of the old one stalk me and spread out my things or talk about me when family meet up.

 I'm not the only one that afraid I think,I can see that some even afraid till block grandma or never accept thier grandparents friend resquest.Either block or unfriend,they did both.haha

 Luckily I have no boyfriend and less write out my things at Facebook,because it is too public. If people wanna stalk me too,just can see lots of my selfie on my Facebook only.No other things anymore,but I also wonder why myself will be so afraid haha

 Well,write till here I started felt tired.

 Should sleep now.

 NIGHT DEAR DIARY mwah mwah

 Thanks because of you I'm not feeling alone and unwanted.

 Thanks blog creator too,he/she had done the great job.