The Bad Feel

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傍晚7点半，今晚熬夜开夜车.

 既然睡不着，就应该好好利用这个时间读书.

刚刚有个人发了"我好怕好怕...真的很怕.."给我

突然觉得自己有了个partner一起担心睡不着

又说不出心中耿耿于怀的事情...

这个世界上，跟自己感觉相似的人几乎快绝种了

每个人都试着把自己封闭

没有人可以再看清楚谁的心

也没有人有能力让彼此都付出真心

为什么陌生人总比最亲近的人更懂得自己？

是不是每个最亲近的人都认为总是跟你在一起，你的事情我全部都懂了？

因此，不再有人过问彼此，因为大家都认为这件事情他一定这样想，
 
这件事情他可以自己决定，下这样的决定等...

 你有真得清楚他的所有吗？你只不过是猜疑

 而陌生人纯粹只是好奇心作祟~

相处久了，变熟人，刚开始那种“你了解我的念头一时之间碎了

“Tok" 电话又再响了

：“我该怎么办？”

 不错嘛，Jac你，连续两封信息都跟我发给一个人的一样

只可惜，那个人告诉了他也没用...

9月1号吗？在一起半年快乐

但是为什么总在是有种伤感冲着我来

一天到晚的信息竟然不超过10封

通话也少过5分钟

如果我昨晚不打给你，打给别人...会怎样？呵呵

好可怜，这一路来为了你跟别人几乎没了联系

但是那场误会竟然可以影响你那么深

 我很讨厌你的信息总是少过别人~

 但是我该怎么跟你开口？

 你是个口口声声说爱，却时常在情场嚷着不适合的人

自尊心大得连喜欢的人都可以放弃

 让我处处要为你担心，迷惘....

你除了知道我任性之外，你还懂我什么？

 你知道我需要人陪吗？

 你知道我特别在意喜欢的人说过的每一句话吗？

 换作别人，可能会不记得，但因为是我，所以很在乎.

 "Tok" 第三封信息：“我快崩溃了”

Jac,你好棒，连续发了那么多个 跟我想法一致的信息 ^o^

 我会好好安慰你的，不会丢你一个人

 为什么每个节日都要加Happy?

如果一个人生日，他不开心，我们祝福她的时候不就是"Sad Birthday!”

 我想了一件事情，跟Shelby跟琳琳出去，

当众吃Smile Yogurt吃到哭~

 笑点是店名是Smile Yogurt我却吃到Sad Yogurt

 吃了都不会笑.....骗人的

 但是有人拿tissue给我，我已经很安慰了 T.T

我是个出门不带tissue的女生，

所以和我出门，麻烦连我那包也带 /.\

 都吃晚餐了吧？

 不是说如果有人开口第一句“你瘦了”会很开心吗？

 为什么我听到这句的时候，很想哭....

像我这样的人要吃没有料的白粥还有面线一个星期已经很痛苦了

 现在还没好，要多吃一个星期.

 这种感觉真辛苦，要不是在学校养成了挨饿存钱的习惯

我今天真的会翘了也说不定~

我真的很饿，很饿~

吃了好象没吃这样

 都快要变瓜子脸了拉~阿弥陀佛

断人衣食如杀人父母

水痘竟然杀了我爸妈~

爹！！！！！娘！！！！！！

平常妈妈的食物吃两口就饱了

 现在吃多几口我都快崩溃了

 像你妈这种厨艺好的人如果是我妈的一半该有多好

 糟糕~人家说“有其母必有其女”

 我可以i想象我可爱的小小杰还有娶错老婆的爸爸

开口要说第一句话是多么的...

咳~算了...请个女佣就是了

 耳朵流了很多血，生睡都在那种地方干！

很痒又不可以趴，我以为蚊子咬所以就除了地抓它

结果皮掉了，血出来~Shit!

 想回去学校....但又怕老师把我给隔离

总值，这几天的心情就是他妈的想哭还有莫名其妙的发起脾气来

太无聊了，在Instagram看到十五我就会like

在Facebook看到甜点就一直like一直share但是又吃不到

 垂涎三尺

平常就超喜欢Oreo Ice-cream了

看到这个，你还想让我活吗？


Awwww.....你看你看

你看那些cheese几浓

我肚子真得饿坏了


每次去云顶的时候一定会打包会房间吃的

现在？？？ /.\

Moii一大锅给我消化

 你看你看~

如果我的面线能换这碗就好 /.\

必死无遗！


如果我的Massimo换这样的馒头一包 /.\


吃冰！！



下次我要去Telok Wanjah 吃寿司 /.\


你看这个蛋糕~

突然想吃Secret Recipe :(

每次放学都看到的摇摇冰 :(


如果我的无口味超级白面包换这个的话.....


多想吃Sushi King但是吉打没有这种东西


我现在连一粒糖果都没有




还有很多食物的照片

我明天再放

每日必看 ^o^

弥补胃口上的损失 :(


晚安，宝贝读者 xD




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