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我知道一个秘密

但是当我知道了这个秘密之后

我都很少跟她说话了

毕竟我也不是常看到她

你会不会跟我一样

如果家里太小可是没有人

你会觉得它是大的，空空的

如果家里只在晚上像个家

有很多人叽叽喳喳，你又会觉得乱

有时候做人还真矛盾

偶尔不知道自己想要什么

自己真正需要什么是多么辛苦的事情

我好像曾经离家出走过

在很小很小的时候

那时更小更小更小的妹妹欺负我

在我很生气根本不懂发生什么事时

你可以明白小孩子不懂事

同时你也可以明白小孩子解释会被大人说讲骗话

所以一个6`7`8`岁的女生对着她母亲吼叫

妈妈就以妹妹太小她是对的狮子吼大叫

她说我很固执~

乳臭未干的姐姐就半夜不睡觉看笑话

爸爸在欧酒，妹妹就顾着说她没事做编出来的故事

妈妈很生气~赶我出后门

那时候都半夜了

那时候所有人都睡觉了

你可以想象一个长头发的小女生

她牵着姐姐抛弃的布娃娃

走向后门穿着一双破凉鞋跑到几十条街

从那天起我就很讨厌妹妹~ 这就是我讨厌妹妹的开始

直到现在，他还是死性不改那么爱欺负我

我也很好奇之后我怎么回到这里来了

我只知道爸爸那时候很帅

他腿很长，他跑得很快

那时候他的脸简直比韩国明星还要帅

他眼睛大鼻子高脸上没有皱纹

他就这样裸着半身跟在我后面跑

直到我回头为止~

我忘了我要说什么~也忘了作莫我要提起这件事

我只知道，我只要静静的，跟我喜欢说话的人说话就好

也许长大了，就算你做对了，

你也会想既然她说我错那我错就行了

毕竟解释就是掩饰，相信自己就好了

曾经，我的固执教会了我勇敢

勇敢反驳那些不对的事情

现在，我的沉默也教会了我勇敢

勇敢接受所有不真实的

有时候在想，我会不会很可怜？





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