My school life

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没有在部落格提起今年的校园生活吧

去年写的都有百篇吧~

昕柔一直说我，梓彤，祖慧一直emo

说什么有时开心，有时emo..

我说了一句话...我第一天上课也是很开心的阿~

是啊~~那时候很开心，那现在怎么了吗？

搞自闭，玩忧虑？

真实的我就是这样...文静，孤僻

平日开朗疯癫陪你们玩的那个我

只是做好表面功夫掩饰自己的虚弱与无助罢了

我真失败~日记才开始写第一面10多行就停笔了

我很怕人家看到我的心情~

我怕改变了某个人对我的表面印象

所以日记我丢了 :)

怕人家看到，怕人家发现，怕人家翻阅

更怕的是让一个人真正发现那么忧愁的一个我

丢了日记，原本的性格还没完全抛弃

我只是想暂时做回自己~

迟一点在还你们笑容，陪你们出去 ：）

我不是发呆，只是我的样子我的表情就是这样

你把它说成呆子我把它说成真实

我用笔记录人生~

有时灵感来了挡不了忍不住就用随便一张纸写写

写了当然不希望被人发现~

借真竭书时，抛出书本那一刻看着他打开最后一面

我回过神的时候已经把那些随写随丢的日记紧握在手

坐在我后面的猪吓到说我突然扑过去抢纸

我真的不是故意的嘛~~

等我回过神来时，才发现我刚才的的确确不管用跑还是用扑都去保护我每一个秘密

不能说的秘密....

如果有一天....老黑（狗）是个人类，他一定是我最好的朋友

一边听课，一边在抽屉里撕掉我的心情，给竭的信

过后在不知不觉下让垃圾桶吞噬每一片碎纸

我用功是为了爸爸，原因是个秘密

我勤劳是为了妈妈，原因不是你在幼儿园时写的那样

我奋斗是为了家里，原因很复杂化

我不能说出来，怕不小心语言伤害到某些人

顺便，我这么做也是想知道努力到底有没有Happy Ending

如果有的话，我Kept It

没有的话，我想Stop It

我已经累到只会emo...

我已经忘了什么叫happy

不需要懂我多一点

我一个人习惯了

而且......

我不要你同情

就算你真的同情,

有一天代替它的是认定，肯定！

Cheers Abby =)

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