A recent update about myself

I deleted the channel that I used to post Vlogs about my baby hamsters.

It might because they aren't my babies anymore. 

Pets are not toys, I hope he will finally realized the responsibility to focus and take care of pets.

How come when you could afford to buy 4 hamsters in the same time, but you couldn't manage to free your time take them for treatment when they were sick? 

I'm done tolerate with a childish boyfriend. There were so many things hide inside myself because it's too embarrassed to tell that I had failed my relationship over and over again.

I rarely take alcohol because I doesn't like the bitter taste. But on the day when you disappointed me so much, I started to change day by day.

The way I speak, the behavior I used to dislike, the way I think ... everything had changed.

Somehow, I feel like I lost myself because I spent too much time to love you more than myself.

So these few months, I learn back my guitar and I ignore everything about you.

I felt grateful and much happier than before.

I don't care how you keep on publicize our things to people around me, you never really speak out the points but instead of keep creating our/my bad reputation.

两个人的事情为什么不能私底下解决，要到处去宣传，还要是我的朋友圈

It's a trauma for me.

I never experienced getting scolded by a man because of playing worst on games. It's so childish. It's so embarrassed. I don't even want to tell anyone about this but you kept on spreading your attitude problems to people around.

You're nightmare like seriously.

我不清楚你会不会看到，看在你英文那么不好的份上，我想说我攒够了失望也怕了你。

It's been a long time I didn't type Chinese words in my Blog posts.

Okay, I'm done talking bullshit about him. I won't delete any old posts about my ex on here because I still want to keep the good side of the memories.

Lastly, I had learned to do my own Vlog too. I will delete it quite soon because I don't think I do good but I just wanna spend some time to get myself busier than before. I got so many bad reviews from my friend, haha. And yea, I will improve myself soon.