RIP buddies

This is my third time handling with the puppy's dead body on my housing area.

First time is 'Lucky', first pet of my home, that time I was just eleven or twelve, the dog chain trapped him caused his dead, still remember that morning my father blamed us for not free him, I never admitted is me that didn't free him that night, I thought it is safer to keep him away from the strays but I never knew this mistake will took away his life. Father said he is too naughty and will keep struggling if he trapped by the chain. I can feel my parents how much they hate to have a home pet anymore after this. Maybe they feel guilty or maybe they feel they don't have that responsibility to take good care of pets, so they don't allow us to adopt any pet from any shelter for many years.

Second time is a stray puppy that died because of an accident, that night I am going out with my friend, my friend saw a dead body in the middle of the road in front of my neighbour's house, they said it must be the driver who drove so fast passed by them just now accidentally hitted the puppy. They stopped their car aside and dealed with the aftermath of the accident. I went blank each time I saw dead body of strays and don't know what should I do. Luckily that time my friend that being used to this knew what to do because he is a volunteer for Home For Strays.

The third time, just few hours ago, a stray puppy hitted by a car and died. Actually I just can left it there because it is not my responsibility and the dead body is in front of my neighbour's house again. I asked my sister for help and to find me some newspapers and plastics, I thought the puppy is still alive but unfortunately excessive bleeding caused his dead. I feel so helpless when saw a pool of blood and not dare to carry him and put it into plastic. My neighbour came out afterward and asked us is it we caused his dead, I told her we don't know who did this but we couldn't left it here, this auntie still owe me a thanks btw. No matter what, I still brave myself and together with auntie help, the dead body that covered by newspaper finally put into the plastic bag. I carry the dead body walk for a certain distance from my housing area and put it beside the road together with another garbage heap. I sweat a lot under the bright sun but still I feel a chill. Till now, the bloody scene still in my mind and I will never forget my sister that being a coward keep telling herself and repeating :"I study Bio one, I can't afraid of this, omg, the smell of blood is so fresh." when I ask her to lend me hand carry the dead body into a plastic.

I hope my neighbour will keep an eye and watch out carefully as we all knew that the strays in our housing area is too many so we should avoid accident like this happen again.

RIP to all buddies that can't live longer at my housing area.